My sin
This is my first blog yet this is one of my most painful.I am a student in the class of grade 9 . Yesterday our maths teacher gave us a test on 50 marks which he had painstakingly made . After one hour of his invigilation he left for another programme leaving another teacher for us .We like the scum that we are took advantage of this and cheated . I restrained myself till the last few somes when my resolve broke and I cheated a sum . My resolve broke because of two reasons. My sir was a hard man no nonesense type . But the way he did stuff for us I realized that he loved each and everyone of us as much as he would his own child. He had given me and emotional beatdown the same day a bit before the test .I felt that if I performed badly I would be breaking his hopes and expectations of me and letting him down,My parents would also be sad at my parents would be let down as well . If theres anything I hate it would be to let down those I hold close to the heart . But this let him down even more . I just hope that he has it in him to forgive me though I have lied to him point blank about the fact of weather or not I informed the family of my cheating. If he does not forgive me I just he hope he understood the reason to why I have done this
This is my first blog yet this is one of my most painful.I am a student in the class of grade 9 . Yesterday our maths teacher gave us a test on 50 marks which he had painstakingly made . After one hour of his invigilation he left for another programme leaving another teacher for us .We like the scum that we are took advantage of this and cheated . I restrained myself till the last few somes when my resolve broke and I cheated a sum . My resolve broke because of two reasons. My sir was a hard man no nonesense type . But the way he did stuff for us I realized that he loved each and everyone of us as much as he would his own child. He had given me and emotional beatdown the same day a bit before the test .I felt that if I performed badly I would be breaking his hopes and expectations of me and letting him down,My parents would also be sad at my parents would be let down as well . If theres anything I hate it would be to let down those I hold close to the heart . But this let him down even more . I just hope that he has it in him to forgive me though I have lied to him point blank about the fact of weather or not I informed the family of my cheating. If he does not forgive me I just he hope he understood the reason to why I have done this
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